Earlier today i stated that i have let her go....and I have! I really fell flat on my face this past week, totally consumed by the thought of her with om. Pain like ive nevee experienced, and that i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy! But what really hit me was the look of her in our last interaction the other morning, almost possesed. Face and especially the eyes.
Somehow it hit me that i need to let her go and eventually fall. Im better off building up my own spirit and that of my kids. Im sure ill make a blunder here or there but i dont think i will veer too much because i see the big picture, especially when i get beyond my ego!
