WAW or WW? What should I do to save my MR.

[Wyoung]

hongaku. Thank you so much for the advice and sharing you feelings. I am sorry that how much pain you (and me and many others on this board) are going through. Morning is the hardest time. I usually weak up so depressed and that will last until noon. Then I slowly become more positive through the day. But tomorrow it's another round again. It's an endless loop. I guess the pain is a necessity for growth, but this is too much. I need to translate the pain and fear to the strength for becoming a better husband and father.

But how could she just leave everyone out, her own son included. She's built a wall around her.