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[Jlh]

Well you were right, Arsh18. The step back followed the step forward like we figured.

I am just so tired and mentally drained and tonight on the phone he told me I sounded really stressed. I didn't mean for it to happen but it all kind of came out in a rush about how I was stressed over having to suddenly care for three pets, a child, the house, the yard, bills, looking for work, etc on my own now. But then I caught myself and said, "I'm sure you don't care so don't worry about it, I'm fine."

I don't know if it was the right thing to say but I was just so angry and annoyed that he actually told me I sounded stressed. I don't know why he even cares. He said he was unhappy and wanted out, yet he will ask how I am and then has the nerve to sound sad after I told him to not worry about me.

I miss my best friend and H, I just want this MLC crap to end already and it really [censored] if only a few months into it is still too early to resolve.