I am definitely taking that into consideration. I don't want to have to go for custody. I know that would hurt her terribly. But I also know she's making decisions and taking actions that really would lead the court to question whether or not she's capable of making good choices. That worries me for the health and wellbeing of S.
I don't think she's a bad person at heart. I don't think she's a horrible mother. But I do know that she's irrational, illogical, and has made some seriously questionable decisions, some of which may seem minor, but could actually affect S.
As a parent, what do you do? The answer is protect S. But how do you do that without causing more emotional trauma to either?
This is a very hard place to be. I hope that she decides this is a bad idea on her own, because I really can't decide that for her.
I just hope. That's all I can do. Hope and prepare for a war and pray it doesn't come to it.
