S is now officially off school- we went to pick up his report card today and top pick up his saxophone so he can practice over the summer. I was glad he passed all his courses. With the class he was failing he was able to increase his marks by 20%. I told him i was so proud of hi because it has been such a difficult year. His final average was 81%. Anyways he showed me his yearbook. I did not show it but man was I disappointed. There was only one of his band buddies that signed it with a message saying thanks for being like a little brother- if you ever need to talk call me. This friend is 2 years older and graduating. It brought me back to my high school years where my year book was plastered with messages, jokes , pictures from so many girlfriends, teammates and friends and teachers . High school was the best time of my life and what I see is that this could S worst time. Hopefully things get better soon.
I had another job interview yesterday but could not accept because it was a commission sales multi level marketing position that I feel would not work for me.
Anyways I still need to move forward and stay positive. Hope things get better for everyone here! Blessings!


M51 w50
T-20Yrs M-16Yrs
S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up
1 Awesum dog
BD 10/31/17
separate rooms 02/08/18
wife moved out 05/17/18