Wow, Eric and Steve nailed it. I am an information wore so I could take that info and carry on better than some people. You need to acknowledge the pain of what you read, the move forward and refocus on your goals.
Be strong mentally, if you wanted to be done you'd have divorced her already. So WORK towads your goals. Work ain't always fun.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.