Thanks Hongaku. I really appreciate the support. I do think I have this, it's just tough at times. It's the same for us all, I know, and we're probably not perfect H's, any of us, but none of us really deserve the treatment we get from our WAWs.

I just keep telling myself this is for the best, I deserve better, she doesn't deserve me, the kids need me to be strong, and I will fine. There are lots of great people on this forum that are living proof that there is a good life on the other side waiting, and they are a real inspiration. That's what I am working towards. I'll get there, one day.. just need to keep at it.

Thanks again to you all for your support.

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M47 W50
T-21 yrs M-19 Yrs
S17 S15 D12
Found out about A 04/12/18
BD 04/15/18
Admitted A, name of AP and separate rooms 04/29/18
Told kids 07/22/18