But once I got over the fear I got excited about it
I suggest you do a lot of research before buying
Read online or the library or a bookstore and just browse magazines or sign up to receive decorating catalogues
Google bachelor pad decorating or cool kids rooms and figure out what you love
Give away anything from your old life that does not please you
Rearrange the home and furniture just the way you like and keep changing it until you love it
Best wishes and glad you are feeling better
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving