So I replied to W. All business, speaking only on issues regarding D.

My middle sister telling me she is WW rocked me yesterday. Her statements of no feelings, no chance for my bro-in-law...it's like I'm trying to support my sister who is exactly as my W. Beyond my thoughts of hope in my own sitch, now I'm at a point where with women in general for men your time with them is like an hourglass. It starts off wonderful until the "sand" is all gone and then they are "no feelings", done and there is nothing you can do to get them back. I know that my life can and will go on no matter what...I'm drawing strength from the fact that I will go on to disprove the world of all the pain it's throwing at me this year...but my belief in marriage for my generation being successful...shaken to my core.

I hold my D and kiss her and tell her I love her like there's no tomorrow...it's the only true love that will last in this world I believe in anymore.


Me:34 W:40
D1:4
M:7 T:8
BD:3/18
D Final: 6/19