Eric, you are right, I need to stop the convos immediately. I will use your suggestion and the next time he brings up the talk I will start off by asking him if he is able to control his anger and be civil, if at any time he starts swearing I will just say the convo is over and walk out. Guess he cannot do worse than this, he is already working on the D.
Nicole I know you are right, but it is hard to feel that D is not the end of the road. But thank god I have my children, raising them will help me heal. They dont remind me of a failed MR, they remind me of the good and happy times I have had with their father. They remind me of how life still has endless possibilities. Dating is a far thing for me, I know you feel the same. A broken heart is not easily mended, in my case H has been my only partner physically and emotionally. And honestly I do not need a partner to make my life wholesome. Nobody knows what the future holds, but for now even if I end up being Dd I will find completeness with just my 2 little daughters. There will be no void or no room for anybody else.
