We all know the feeling. Go for a walk or run please. Get out of your house. Don't go to a bar. Keep posting. There are many here that can help you navigate, your emotions and sitch.
Stay patient.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.