Well. I haven't heard from him since Saturday. The first few days were the roughest for me. I'm still really sad and bummed but as the days go on I'm not as edgy. I still think of him all the time. Rerunning everything through my brain. Wondering-hoping that we will work this out.
My work schedule is pretty long from Monday through Thursday so I don't really get home until 630ish. That really helps. I've been reading every night which has probably been the most helpful out of everything. I deactivated my Facebook page. People keep tagging me in memes talking about moving on or him not being ready for me. I can't deal with the negativity anymore. I haven't talked to my friends since this weekend. I decided that I just need to be quiet and regroup. I feel as tough they are mad at me for my decision. I'm sad about that also.
