I had a little ratch about online, out of curiosity. I think that's what dipped my mood.
I discovered a few new things. But really, what difference does that make grand scheme of things?
Mostly, I discovered how obsessed XH was with OW in the period after they met and before October 2015. Like I hadn't somehow understood that anyway before?
Also evidence of him messing around with other women...one in particular, a work colleague...a high profile one. Which I had felt in my gut as well, seeing as I met her a couple of times and got a very weird vibe off her. I had wanted to like her, but when I let her I really didn't take to her at all, and I remember feeling disappointed.
Come to think of it, it was the same vibe that I got from OW...very closed off, like there was a brick wall between us. And it was one that I hadn't put there.
The strangest thing is, I got that vibe from someone else, back in 2013 I think...another woman...but the circumstances were really different. She had a one night stand with one of XH's work colleagues. I remember I was sitting next to her and having that same feeling, and being really confused by it, as everyone I had met up to that point had been so friendly and open.
