Hang in there Ste7e. It is great that you are bouncing back faster. That is a sign of real progress. The phone call sounds like a misstep but you cannot beat yourself up over them. It doesnt help your mental state or your sitch. Plus we all make mistakes in this. It is completely new, foreign and immensely stressful. One mistake is not going to decide the outcome of your sitch. It is about the cumulative effect of all the positive steps.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019