Im feeling a bit deceived. I feel like its common for men to come on strong in the beginning, to get a females attention, eliminate competition and then change the game. Or back down.
Had he been going slow in the beginning,.i would have dated other guys as well.
Emotionally, im feeling detached. We have an upcoming trip together and my hearts just not in it right now. He is taking me away, which is nice. But this was planned when we first started dating. Which shows im not making this up. that he came on full blown relationship in the beginning.
So yeah, its better not to involve son at this point.
I dont feel like making a strong effort though any more. I notice on the weekends son is with dad, im the one initiating tall about plans. Like its assumed that we will hang out, but hes not bringing it up. That puts me in role of pursuer or organizer. I dont know.
Im pretty confident that he likes me though. Its not that.
