Advice on my Scenario Pt. 15-Lighthouse Guardsman

[OrangeK]

not having ever had an opportunity to tell her how i feel about all this makes ignoring her antagonism that much harder.
The fact that i still have to bite back the urge to call her out for being a lying, cheating, heartless, word that starts with W and rhymes with door.
For exposing S3 to AP within a month of knowing the guy.
For cheating in my bed, in my house, while i was off at work to put a roof over our families head.
the fact that she cheated 3 weeks into marriage, probably other times prior to marriage that ill never know about, and "fell in love" with another man before a fiscal F*cking quarter had transpired on our wedding.
She never shed a tear.
Never said sorry.
Never gave a crap.
Never loved me, or anyone but herself for that matter.

I applaud all of you for your levels of patience, apathy and forgiveness you are capable of.
She screwed me over, harder, and more thoroughly than anyone ever will in my entire life.

But yet, i am supposed to be "Sweet as punch"
give her the benefit of the doubt and concern myself with whether or not i'm being too "passive aggressive"?
Give me a break.
She is a piece of sh*t, Plain and simple, and any treatment i give her above that station in life should be considered a boon to her.
She knows it, i know it, and so does her sh*tty parents. Including the child molester.

So forgive me if my adherence to being nice and cow-towing to her every demand is not something i can do easily. or at all.

OM Deserves a punch in the mouth, WW deserves some time in solitary. Plain and simple. neither will get either.
Change my mind.