I'll just keep trying to move forward. You've done a good job of lighting the way, and I appreciate that.
That's really all you can do. It does get better with time but I would lying if I didn't tell you that I still have my moments.
My EW just got her boob job done today and is lying in a hospital bed hurting with a close family friend by her side. It does hurt a little that I am not there but it's no longer my role (just my initial reaction). It is what it is and I just have to keep moving forward. It helps me to remember that she got those done for someone else, they are not for me so when I think about it that way it just helps me move further down the path.
Every now and then I remind myself about what I don't like about my EW, I do this especially when I start to feel weak.
