You put too much stock into her words. Believe nothing she says and only half of what she does.
Look, do what you want, but as I told another DBer in their thread, 99.9999% of LBHs that pursue and pressure end up D. If you do DBing perfectly it still is only a 50/50 chance. 50% > .0001%, though which is why DBing is much better than pursuit and pressure.
Good luck in your new life. I hope you can stick to your proclamation that you won't remain in contact after D, but I don't believe you will.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018