waw maybe #3

[bhappy2]

Updating:

Have not posted in 9 days, but I have been reading and learning.

Had a great fathers day, ran a 5K with D23 and D19 they both beat me and it was extremely hot. It was our slowest time ever. Many emergency vehicles to help if needed. Came home from race and went to dinner at my parents and D23, S21, and D19 came with me. It was great. W did wish me a happy Fathers day.

W is increasingly nicer day by day and I now realize if there is any chance at the marriage being fixed its going to take a lot of time. She is starting to help me with things around the house which is unusual but I am not making a big deal out of it. I say thanks and keep it moving.

So much to be thankful for, I am now just living my life. The social club I belong to is just great with so much to do. Making new friends every time I go there.

I am trying to organize a family white water rafting trip, the kids are into it but its hard to get everyone off work at the same time. It just looks like a lot of fun.

I have been running, I think this is the best thing for me!

I do have a new "Friend" that wants to date but I have been reluctant to go. I am not ready yet. I do not have a specific time frame for when I want to end my M. I guess I am in Limbo, but its not a bad limbo. I do my thing she does hers. When I dont converse with her for a few days she starts asking me questions. I know this is a process and its a marathon.

I saw Sandi was trying to develop a plan of action for LBH and I would say for me a good start would have been to just shut my mouth at BD and the following 4 weeks. That my have been the most crucial time to just be quiet and listen.