Wife is not who I married...Pls Help Pt 4

[LoneWlf]

update- Before my interview I drove my S to school for his last exam. We said a prayer together then off he went. I had over an hour and a half before my 1st interview. Funny thing was the first interview was in the vicinity of W workplace- I thought why don't I just drive by maybe just to get a glimpse to see if she walks in looking good or just walking in in a depressed mood. then i asked myself what do I have to gain from this? I figured there was nothing to gain. I said a prayer to God to give me the strength to give Him control and let Him deal with her while I focus on my interviews. First job interview went pretty good because the GM saw me as a potential fit for 2 positions she is hiring for. One in customer service and the other one in sales. Not sure how to take this because it is in a totally new field. I am a quick learner so if I set my mind to it -it will be completed.
Second interview was a total waste of time. the guy could barely speak English and was trying to sell me on this fantastic opportunity. Pretty much dodo to door sales on a purely commission basis. I got the crap out of there.
In the afternoon I took my dog to the dog park and then made dinner and ate with S. S wanted to play with his buddies so I went on an 1 and a half hour bike ride.