I am so glad you returned to post an update. You sound great and are staying super busy.
I am sorry to read that your SS is moving back to the States in the fall, but it is a great excuse for you to book a flight and come across the "pond" and visit.
You are inspiration to all! Keep up the good work!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.