So up front I want to say a sincere thank you to all who've commented/provided support on my sitch. In a very trying time it's wonderful to feel the support of others who've dealt with all that I'm feeling and going through now.
2nd I'm going to pledge to make this Pt5 last a while by chilling out way more and stop posting/reacting on every freakin thing that gets me spinning. AND I'm going to do that by forcing myself to stop freakin spinning in the first place!
There is much time as many of you have said, right now it just doesn't feel that way. W not talking about us at all and only about moving forward with D is the reason why I feel like that.
Stander I think the big thing to me was that I showed W respect for her no matter what as the wife of my D on her day, but W could not return the same respect to me and she knew for sure what day it was. It hurt and I guess sadly for whatever reason there's a fair chance that was her intent. To intentionally hurt or get angry at me while she's on her way towards getting what she seems to want, I just don't get that.
Also can't agree more with you...Accuray...that guy keeps me straight. Every single time he's right on the money with what he says. H*LL I'm kinda more worried about doing good to make him proud of me than I am about dealing with my W! :-)
