Advice for newcomer pre- bomb drop.

[Bern19]

ok, well last couple days have been better. Doing better at showing myself as upbeat and positive, actually it might even be contagious. She's been in a better mood the past couple of days too.

I finished a project outside on our back porch and she came out and just sat with me. Not together & no relationship talk. Just small talk. We joked and laughed a little. It was nice.

Still working on the GAL. Got my motorcycle running and just need to get insurance and away I go. Still not sure if I should just up and leave, or should I fill her in on my plans.

She's only gone out once in the last week, and i didn't ask for details, but she filled me in anyway. Went out with her oldest friend (one that i consider a good influence) and was home at a normal time.

I don't know, just trying to make it from day to day. I'm not sure how we get to the point that we actually talk about "us" as see's avoided those conversations for years. She never was one to open up and spill her feelings. That being said, i know i lose if i'm the one to bring it up.