@hongaku, Thanks for suggesting the book!

I feel my situation is slightly different from many stories I read from here. In my case, I think I deserved it. Although her way of showing this to me is a bit extreme in my opinion, I indeed failed her to be a caring husband and father. I put my work in the priority relative to the family. She complained in the past but I didn't listen or didn't think it was serious. Now she is done with me. I am full of guilt when I think about the past, and I can't stop thinking about it. When I look through our chat history from the IM app, I can see how much she loved while I was putting work before her.


H: 31 W:31
M: 6 T: 10
S: 4
BD: 12/2017
In house separation: 12/2017