I am off to England tonight to spend a few days with my parents and younger sister who are currently on holiday there. Going to the Isle of Wight festival and I am hoping to actually allow myself to have some fun on this trip. I have been going from being totally excited about it to being completely shrugs about it.

I keep hoping that my W will call or text to wish me a safe trip, but that is not exactly conducive to detaching now is it? Letting go seems impossible, but I know I have to do it in order to truly be DBing and focusing on myself.

I am taking No More Mr. Nice Guy with me to read it again. Other than that, I really want to try and just be present for this trip and have at least a few days of serenity.

M: 40 W: 37
T: 20 MR: 13
S13, S9, S4
BD: 1/29/18
Sep: 4/23/18 (I moved out)
8/24/18 I come home, she moves out

If you want to get out of the hole, drop the shovel.