So, change is in the air. Or so it seems.

Since D19 is home from school W has been sleeping on the couch. Well, I guess I should have realized that wouldn't take long to get old.

D15 has a large room with twin beds and this is where she slept at Christmas when D18 came home. Not sure and I'm not asking.

So, going through the morning rituals and in passing, W looks "down". I ask what is wrong, expecting it to be me, and she says that she doesn't have a place here.
Not in a time for me to go run off way, but a whoa is me, way. I replied "Sorry you feel that way." and kept moving.

She continued to mope around until she left for work. This is the first time I have seen W look sad in quite a while. She has been full of confidence and seemingly in charge for several months.

Could this be the start of a sense of Loss?


M 53 W 54, M since 98
D15, D19
8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM
until 10/14
7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR
12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.