The beginning of a long and painful journey

[Rawpain]

Thank you for clarifying it for me and giving me incite into what it did for you and what you faced.I am doing excersise but at the moment I do not want to go near a gym as that is what helped steel my W away from me as the people at hers helped W walk away without even knowing me. I know theyre not all the same but they are becoming ever more popular places for people to start A in.
I lost my faith quite a few years ago but I am truly grateful for the upbringing it gave me.
I will be cautious the next time I go out and try and keep my wits about me. I do not really head to the bars during the week as I can not afford to with all my bills now. I just have enough to have one blow out a month.
Thanks again.