My situation is so weird, I'm ashamed. Ashamed that my M has fallen apart and I don't even know what I would say if someone asked me what happened. "I betrayed my H's trust and then he emotionally left the marriage and said he could never give me his heart again"?
this is may be why you do not want to talk with anybody--you don't want to have to explain yourself in case someone asks... not wanting to go anywhere... could be you are feeling melancholy... blue...
not caring as much if the house is a mess: have you ever seen the movie Friends with Money? there is a character in the movie, played by Frances McDormand, who stops caring enough to wash her hair regularly... she finally admits that it's because she's just going to have to do it again the next day... what's the point? sometimes we get tired of having to do the perpetual...
