Hey man! Good to hear you pop by... I could tell you maybe you could've handled the convo differently. But, you're at the D finish line right now.. so just get it done and get your space... if something is meant for the future, you'll see... I say D finish line, but it's not the end. As IH mentioned in your thread, stuff can happen years down the line.
for your sake, I hope that you get to a good place and can start something exciting and healthy with a wonderful woman in the future. You are very young and with no kids, the future is open man. As I've said previously in your thread, if I was in your situation without kids, I would've left a long time ago. I know it's not easy, but there's tons more to come for you. Don't let this hold you back.
Hope today goes well in court. Do something positive afterwards if you can.