The beginning of a long and painful journey

[Rawpain]

THanks 40
I will try and keep this in mind. I do want her back ATM and I am not looking for revenge and definetly not another R. I have not got space in my head to even consider it.
I will keep working on me and detaching. I went to delete her FB account but she beat me to the punch as she has deleted her whole old account- I noticed she has not added any of her family to her new one. I had to unfriend a few of her friends too who have added her new account as I do not want to be reminded of it.

While working on detachment should I try and stay away from these forums a little more? Because I am trying to detach but every time I am on here I am constantly thinking of her?

I had a bad night last night. I feel I went through every emotion possible yesterday in such a short space of time and today I feel exhausted and like garbage.