I know it has been a while since I logged in it but I just wanted to give newcomers hope that there is a light at the tunnel. The outcome wasn't what i wanted, however I saved myself.
As for XH he is onto woman number 4 (separated a bit more than 3 years and divorced for 10 months now).only 2 months grace for my kids between each woman. I feel so sorry for them, but there is nothing I can do about it.
For me the beginning of the year was thought as I lost my dad and I felt it was another blow. I am still grieving but I am no longer angry at life for putting me through a lot for the last 3 years. All this succession of events have just shown me how resilient, strong and how proud I am of myself.
On the romantic side I went on a couple of dates but very early on (never went on a second date ) realised that online dating wasn't for me. So at the moment I am focusing on doing my house up as it has been two years today that i moved in, making some changes with my diet and basically being me and doing what I want.
There is life after a marriage breakdown. I remember when I first joined and people were saying it but I could hardly believe it but it is true.Keep faith everyone.
) realised that online dating wasn't for me. So at the moment I am focusing on doing my house up as it has been two years today that i moved in, making some changes with my diet and basically being me and doing what I want.