I'm Broken II

[HelenaJ]

You're both right of course. I know it would be a bad idea and deep down I also know asking would be for the wrong reasons....to rescue, give him a path back to the M without having to sacrifice his pride and to test the waters of how he's feeling. Bad.

So, I trudge on I guess. I will never be able to wrap my head around how much will power it must take for him to do this. I've said this before, that I waver between thinking it's admirable and sick. I mean, to walk away from someone who hurts you takes a lot of strength and courage...it's just really hard for me to see myself as someone who hurts. Maybe everyone who hurts someone feels that way? Reminds me of a quote from Fight Club where Tyler Durden says "No one ever thinks they are a bad person."

Anyway, today we are headed to DC, my D15 was invited to play on our area's semi-pro team in a game up there against their semi-pro second string so that will be fun to watch.