Journaling:

Had a great few days and I am back to work.

Tuesday night won our playoff match and looking forward to the finals next week.

This weekend D23 is coming home for Fathers day and me, D23, and D19 are running in a Fathers Day 5K. We did this several years ago and its was very fun. It is a competition and I had to sign up to compete with one D and I picked D19 who is a more experienced runner. We are not as trained as we would like to be but will do the best we can. The last time we raced we came in 15th out of 45 teams. The race generally has about 2000 runners and there is free food and carnival afterwards.

Some interesting developments with W, I just dont even try and guess what shes doing but here goes:

D19 car had to be returned as lease was up, I made an appointment for the inspection and told D19 to make sure car was home at that time. W comes to me and starts asking questions about car/return. I tell her, she then says I cleaned the entire inside of the car and scrubbed the seats of all the coffee stains D19 made in them so the car will be clean when the inspector comes. So I say ok. This is just weird, she wants to help me save money?

Then I notice the dishwasher was not drying the dishes properly, so I ask W if there is something wrong with the dishwasher. She tells me NO that she shut off the heat drying to save money on the electric. My W has never paid an electric bill or any other household bill in her life. So now she is wanting to help me?

I am really to the point of just not caring anymore. I am just not sure what else I can do. I called my L again and she is telling me that other L has gone complete silence. This is really frustrating. But W has not seen any frustration from me at all.

She was being friendly and nice the last few days and today was cold and distant. Thats fine, thats my que to step away.


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20