Maika,

I love how you chart a path full of emotion for those of us who are just starting on this journey. That is some seriously beautiful imagery you shared with us. Going through those emotions, and not trying to rush through or skip over them, but handling them with patience and self-compassion is so important.

Dont you feel like your children tethered you to earth somewhat? I know what you are talking about when you say you felt like you were floating in space with no help in sight. I remember the dizziness and vertigo I felt - not floating but in free fall, spinning head over heels, not knowing which way was up. My friends and family have continuously reminded me that I actually do have ground under my feet although at times I still forget.

Thanks again for sharing. You are an inspiration for this newbie.


W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019