Can I really do this #3

[Dtrmned]

Thanks Steve.
As hard as a pill as this is, it was totally expected 2 weeks ago. I will respond accordingly after an appropriate amount of waiting time.

I know this is a long road and I am in it for the long haul. The hope is that the walls crack and the fog lifts for my W and she sees the reality of her actions and maybe take another look at our MR and give us a chance. Definitely not looking forward to it, just want to get through it!!!

So just a random thought. This detaching in a in-house separation is very difficult. And to top it off, I still very much love my W and to this day, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Tough to not notice and tough to detach from. Even without makeup, hair isn't done and in shorts and a tank top.

I know that part is mostly physical, though I still see my W as "the person I married and have been with forever" and I know she is not that person any longer.

Just struggling for a moment with this. I'll be good.