I was advised several times that D can be stopped or withdrawn at any point. That still plays on my mind sometimes, but i know D is going to happen, it needs to.

That was easily the hardest decision to make, and it was kind of of still out of my hands, i made that call rashly and based on emotion.

Sit on it for a few days, maybe even set a deadline for yourself.

Im afraid of your WW thinking that if things can be patched up that all of her behavior of late has been forgiven and is something she will try to sweep under the rug. Doesnt strike me as the type to accept accountability for it, at least not in her current mindset.

Has she ever confirmed or denied the drug use?

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds