JS, I wanted to comment on something you mentioned a few pages back, about her getting back in bed and holding your arm and stroking your face. It seems like since then you've been trying to read things into her activities to convince yourself that she's paving the way for recon. That might be the case, but probably not. WAS's put on their suit of armor after BD. They are more or less consistent in their new "cold and uncaring" attitude, but it's not unusual for them to slip now and then. I remember one time after BD I was playing with the kids and glanced at W and was surprised to see that look of love on her face, a look I had seen many times over the years but not after BD. Like I meant more to her than anything in the world. I remember thinking "oh wow, she's still in there after all!" But more often than not it's just a temporary feeling they're going through and doesn't mean anything. I'm not trying to dash your hopes, just trying to tell you to remember you're in this for the long haul and you need to maintain your path through all the little ups and downs. The downs don't mean it's over, but the ups don't mean you're out of the woods either. Just stick to your DB'ing.
