Has been pretty much the worst day of my life. I have had to buy nutrition drinks to try and stay healthy. I can't eat and am throwing up all day. Trying to work is a bitxx. I'm going to have to get angry. I was such a fool. About 4 weeks ago I got up to go pick up kids. That day we met in Wal mart parking lot. We got kids loaded and we were talking and a loud truck pulled in behind her, she snatched her head to look. I knew it then, but I talked myself into not believing it. She was such a liar. She wanted to keep me hanging on to her until she seen if it was going to work out with OM.
By accident today I found out. A mutual friend of ours a girl, I considered rooming with. She a drunk so I changed my mind about it. I was telling her today and she got furious. That's when she said I like your X's new guy, cause she was mad. Come to find out she didn't even know. She was just being mean.
But I txt X "well today's the day I was told about your boyfriend". She replied "what boyfriend" I said it don't matter Then she called and told me
Said how much she likes him, and she's never felt that way about anyone la la la. Same [censored]+ I was told 12 yrs ago.
Definitely the worst day of my life, but hey I knew it was coming. I tried to prepare, but it didn't help at all. I can't beleive she would do this to me.
