I was looking for a thread I saw not to long ago called " The DB Songbook". Couldn't find it, so I guess I will post it here for now.
This is an old country song written by Keith Whitey, I wrote and added the few verses that are in blue. Those verse I wrote directly relate to things the W said last year during BD. I'm sitting here w/ a guitar and a beer, singing my heart out to, part of me kinda hopes she slows down and hears the lyrics.
Anyhow, here it is....
Where there's a cloud don't mean there's rain Tears in my eyes don't mean there's pain Don't flatter yourself, I'm over you Things aren't always what they seem You can't believe everything you read Over my face, I'm over you
You heard I'm drinkin' more than I should And I ain't been lookin' all that good Someone told you I was takin' it rough Why they makin' those stories up When I'm over you?
There are times that you've been around You would've seen me broken down But now I'm not, I'm over you So if I seem a little bit cold It only mean you lost the hope You had on me, I'm over you
You heard I'm drinkin' more than I should And I ain't been lookin' all that good Someone told you I was takin' it rough Why they makin' those stories up When I'm over you?
The free ride is over, it is long gone It left when your gratitude hit the door Don't be surprised, I'm over you You were treated like a queen But acted like a child That might of seemed To work for a while But with a smile, I'm over you
You say you can't love me The thought makes nauseous That feeling in your belly Is gonna give cancer Biopsy me, from your life Your family and your friends Never liked me You never could put them in their place I'm no longer your disgrace I'm over you
You heard I'm drinkin' more than I should And I ain't been lookin' all that good Someone told you I was takin' it rough Why they makin' those stories up When I'm over you?
The sun still rises, even though the pain.
Married: 10 Together: 17 M:40 W:37 D:13, S 7, S:5 1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17 Separated: 7/26/17 W moved back home: 12/1/17