The beginning of a long and painful journey

[hoosjim]

Hey Rawpain, thanks for sharing your sitch. I've been there, man, and know exactly how hard it is. Just want to say that this is a great place to come, and i didn't come nearly soon enough. Well, actually, i did, but didn't stick with it. Posted my sitch and then vanished for two months... two months that it really would have helped to be here. I know you are hurting now, and that maybe everything you do feels like the worst struggle you've ever faced... when you can even get up the moxie to "do" anything, but... Keep doing things. Read the DB-ing books, come to these forums and post, get out and do things that bring joy to your life, enjoy your beautiful children as they will never be this young again (and they love you!). And don't give up! There are a lot of good people on these forums and they are all rooting for you and ready and willing to listen and help.

Keep posting, hang in there, and God bless!