You are stronger than you can possibly imagine. Remember to tell yourself that. Affirm yourself.
You are less than 6 months into this process, it can last a long time. Divorce is just a piece of paper. The MR died in January when she gave you the BD. The piece of paper only changes the situation if you want it to. No matter what if you were looking to R, you were going to have to build a new MR.
When you are feeling down, read about the success stories on here, the threads I turn to constantly are Benitos
And most of all - focus on yourself. Find what makes you happy. You are out in LA - explore the city, go to the beach, find cool places to hang out, do yoga, go hiking up in Griffith Park. Do you.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
