Or at least I think it is.

H had our son for the weekend and he was polite when he picked him up. We he dropped him off on Sunday evening we chatted a bit and he even made a small joke to which I laughed and teased back and he smiled.
I'd like to think this is huge since he's been so chilly to me for a few months now. I don't know if it's the new boundaries and more space we've had but the small joke seemed big to me like maybe a baby step.

I know it's a slow and steady thing to come out of this fog so hopefully it's a nice little step on him getting out of this haze of his.


Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019