She's definitely the type to dwell on things, stay angry, and justify them to herself...but then, she's also intelligent. She knows which of her issues aren't because of me. She's even told me that she knows that the hurt that she attributed to me wasn't intentional, and she knows I wouldn't have ever done anything to cause her to hurt.
So at least she knows that.
So now, I'm focused on myself. And hoping that she realizes that she's still (very obviously) hurting about something. She has a conscience, although it seems to malfunction from time to time. I've seen that in the past.
So...here's hoping this is going well.
When she dropped our S off at the sitter's place today, I was looking out the window. Not at her specifically, just happened to be at the window. I saw her look up at the window. I don't know whether she saw me or not. She probably did. Heh. Ah well.
I'm going to try to find an excuse not to be home when she comes back to pick him up. I'm going to keep trying to be scarce. I don't really have much to do, but who knows. Maybe I'll find something to stay busy with.
