mtb - I had some dreams of my W also . I guess it just grasping at what used to be. I too believe that I do not wish to be with the woman she has become. As Steve85 says stay the course - trust in God. Stay Well!
Thanks Wolf... the dreams are the worst. I haven't been having them for quite a while, but now it's been multiple nights in a row... It $ucks...
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019