mtb - I had some dreams of my W also . I guess it just grasping at what used to be. I too believe that I do not wish to be with the woman she has become. As Steve85 says stay the course - trust in God. Stay Well!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18