Sometimes I think these business-like things they bring up are the only safe way they have of remembering the M and of trying to somehow reach a hand up out of the pit to wave to us. It's so sad. With my H, I think those things are his way of trying to still feel like a man when he feels like such a failure.

I am so glad you are seeing your life in such a positive way. You are right that a new and wonderful chapter is beginning for you. You have learned so much and you gave it your all, and you gained a lot of wisdom. I hope you will discover so many things that bring you your own special joy.

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.