Had a great time last night, all for a good cause. Great food and drinks. My parents, siblings were all there and it was a good time. Not one mention of my sitch and no one asked any questions. I did not think about my W the entire night. Came home and she asked all kinds of questions. I quickly grabbed something to snack on and went to bed.

Woke up today and W is being all friendly and nice, telling me there is food in the fridge. Her entire demeanor has changed and she is acting like herself from before BD. I do like the fact that things seem to be heading in the right direction.

I have another party tonight at the social club, its for the Belmont stakes and should be a lot of people. This place is really about building relationships and helping each other. I wish I would have joined years ago.

Just getting ready to go running and I am updating my music play list. If anyone has any good songs to work out to I am all ears.

A country lyric that really sticks out to me and makes sense is this "Dont fall in love as she walking away" I know its about when you just meet someone but I think it also applies when we get BD'ed.


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20