update-
Did my daily routine went to the gym and it seems my confidence must be getting better. Anyways, I m on the eliptical trainer doing my cardio. A woman who I chat small talk with takes the machine next to me. Shes a nice woman cute with some extra pounds. She opens up to me tell me she is divorced and goes on about how she disappointment with online dating sites. To this regard, she says she would rather meet a person IRL like me. That's when she shows me this flirty smile. She then says she was looking for Mr Right but would settle for Mr Right Now -still smiling. I may be reading into this too far but to get this type of attention is like -WOW. Another gym regular- recently mentioned to me also that I have been really upbeat lately. I kinda hit me that I'm getting my mojo back- either that or I'm faking it real well.
Anyways I went from there to job hunting- I haven't heard back from any of the companies and will be following them up today.
Spent time at dinner with S and made sure he was set up well for all the homework needed to be done and then went to the hills for a bike ride.
To get attention like this after being starved of compliments and attention for a while is somewhat overwhelming- but I guess there must be a transformation happening. Cheers!


M51 w50
T-20Yrs M-16Yrs
S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up
1 Awesum dog
BD 10/31/17
separate rooms 02/08/18
wife moved out 05/17/18