...I was also really happy with the way that I carried it. ....
This, this is what it is all about. Detached from the response and feeling good about your behavior. Good job!
M 53 W 54, M since 98 D15, D19 8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM until 10/14 7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR 12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.