The bomb woke me up, but she won't talk

[lusa]

Ive thought about this and come up with three reasons why I havent asked for that yet.

1. Because I thought this whole crazy situation was a mistake which would blow over sooner than now.
2. Because I was seeing my kids every day at the former family home up until a few weeks ago
3. Because I didn't want to disrupt my kids lives more than necessary

If my sitch doesnt change soon I will have to either see them more at Ws house, as a family, or have them more with me alone.